People once told me cigrattes and alcohol kills you but nobody told me love kills too . Then i wouldnt have dare to love anything . Family , Friends, Lover has all passed away .All i do now is sit alone in the artifical deem light and i can see the obscure image of my life. Attachment, emotions makes you vulnerable it changes you sometimes for Good and sometimes for Bad . But my life became a maze and i am still trying to figure the way out of the good and the bad. Because i am numb and i want to feel atleast hatred because emptiness make me a smoker of overthinking .
I went to the chruch to search for answer
I went to the temple to search for my answer
I went to the mosque to search for my answer
But atlast i found love, yes i found love when the being who couldnt spoke showed me the love through his eyes the little homeless dog .
How will I tell her, to take rest for once when she doesn't know words that belongs to her because all her life she developed a friendship with words of selfless love for her children. How will I tell her, to give up her fight for her children against society when she only knows strength. How will I tell her, that sometimes it is okay to be imperfect, when all her life she was obsessed towards creating perfect self for the aim of her family. How will I tell her, it is unfair to not love yourself, when all her life is dedicated towards her children happiness. which she couldn’t knit for herself. How will I tell her, to stop thinking of her children for once, when in all her prayers she chanted their name 108 times. How will I tell her, it is not okay to enjoy loneliness, when the only food that will satisfy her appetite is one smile of her children. How will I tell her, I am proud of her when words ...
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