The innocent

People once told me  cigrattes and alcohol kills you but nobody told me love kills too . Then i wouldnt have dare to love anything . Family , Friends, Lover has all passed away .All i do now is sit alone in the artifical deem light and  i can see the obscure image of my life.  Attachment, emotions makes you vulnerable it changes you sometimes for Good and sometimes for Bad . But my life became a maze and i am still trying to figure the way out of the good and the bad. Because i am numb and i want to feel atleast hatred because emptiness make me a smoker of overthinking .
I went to the chruch  to search for answer
I went to the temple to search for my answer
I went to the mosque to search for my answer
But atlast i found love, yes i found love when the  being who couldnt spoke showed me the love through his eyes the little homeless dog .